I wish my life would end, but sadly I won't die. Hmmmm, maybe tomorrow my time will come to an end. Today, I sat and watched Sponge bob and wondered, "Where did my life go wrong?" Maybe it was when I was four and shot myself with a Bebe gun. No, before that. Maybe when I tried to cut myself with a plastic knife. Oh, now I remember, when my... wait, I lost it. Oh well, maybe I've just always been this way. I wonder what I'd be like if I was like Tim and Will, "friends" of mine. Ugh.. NO I"LL NEVER BE LIKE THAT GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!! Okay back on the subject. Yeah, well, I won a free medium fry. I wish I could know what it's like to taste a warm, juicy food again... Today I tried to tan 'cause everyone says I'm too pale, so I went and the sun hurt me again. Then, I went back inside to the cold basement. I swear I'm even paler than before... Well, Sponge bob is on and I like cutting myself while watching him laugh trying to feel pain, so, bye, I guess.